Then last week, problem started again. And usually, during this period I have sleepless nights. So I turned to the internet to finally look for help. I found this life-coaching thing and there were write-ups which were kinda helpful to me. But most of the write-ups were just snippets and introductions of the whole discussion. If I would want to read the whole thing, it turned out that it was for sale. I gave it a few days to think it over. Then last night I just decided to buy it. It cost me more than 2000 pesos and in return I was given 3 files to download and read. That's it. Now I'm not sure if this would help me. I haven't read everything yet, I just browsed through the files, and as of now, I 'm not feeling relieved of my problems.
Ah, if only life is simple.
p.s. I recently discovered a great alternative for sleeping pills - it's Sudoku! Keeps me focused and forget my problems... while making me sleepy at the same time.