Alright. I'm having problems with my relationship. This has been going on and off for about hmm 2-3 years now. So just imagine the anguish, depression, mood swings I'm experiencing for the past couple of years. I have been trying very hard to keep my sanity. Why? Because I don't have anyone to vent out these issues (that's why I keep on writing blogs). Majority of my friends are much younger than me and I don't want to burden them with my problems. Besides, I have this so-called "reputation" that I want to maintain. A happy wife.
Then last week, problem started again. And usually, during this period I have sleepless nights. So I turned to the internet to finally look for help. I found this life-coaching thing and there were write-ups which were kinda helpful to me. But most of the write-ups were just snippets and introductions of the whole discussion. If I would want to read the whole thing, it turned out that it was for sale. I gave it a few days to think it over. Then last night I just decided to buy it. It cost me more than 2000 pesos and in return I was given 3 files to download and read. That's it. Now I'm not sure if this would help me. I haven't read everything yet, I just browsed through the files, and as of now, I 'm not feeling relieved of my problems.
Ah, if only life is simple.
p.s. I recently discovered a great alternative for sleeping pills - it's Sudoku! Keeps me focused and forget my problems... while making me sleepy at the same time.
Then last week, problem started again. And usually, during this period I have sleepless nights. So I turned to the internet to finally look for help. I found this life-coaching thing and there were write-ups which were kinda helpful to me. But most of the write-ups were just snippets and introductions of the whole discussion. If I would want to read the whole thing, it turned out that it was for sale. I gave it a few days to think it over. Then last night I just decided to buy it. It cost me more than 2000 pesos and in return I was given 3 files to download and read. That's it. Now I'm not sure if this would help me. I haven't read everything yet, I just browsed through the files, and as of now, I 'm not feeling relieved of my problems.
Ah, if only life is simple.
p.s. I recently discovered a great alternative for sleeping pills - it's Sudoku! Keeps me focused and forget my problems... while making me sleepy at the same time.